going to disappear completely from the cyber world for the next little while. one of the reasons why God leads me back to vancouver is that He wants me to have a closer relationship with Him. and also to hear His words more clearly without any distraction for He knows i can easily be distracted and that there are also numerous distractions in toronto/waterloo.

since now that i am jobless and had been staying home most of the time doing nothing, it's a very good opportunity for me to seek God's will and try to find out what He has planned for me. isolate myself from all the distractions of the world such that there's only me and God (well, actually, with my grandma and doggie around, too~ :p).

i may still update the blog to include any groundbreaking epiphany~ :p
- posted by awylee @ 13:11

 
this is rare, i am sick. had not been for sick for long time, have running nose for most of the day today.

nothing interesting happened to me recently except that i am self-learning how to play the piano. luckily i have some music background from playing violin for 5+ years spanning from elementary school to early highschool (i was the "assistant principal first violin" [it's the person who turns the music for the concert master~] for a while) or else it'll be very horrible to learn piano from scratch.

been playing online pool at yahoogames again. just pushed my record to 217-103 (15 straight wins at the moment) on my secondary account. my primary account is around 178-100. oh wait, my secondary account is even better than my primary one, oh well~ heh :p

just applied to two positions at futureshop corporate office. yes, i am bored, and i just need some kind of job to keep me occupied!
- posted by awylee @ 17:36

 
it'd been quite some time since i last blogged (3+ months!). no matrix review today, i'll just keep everyone updated on how i've been doing recently.

it'd been five days since i got back to vancouver. had been terribly busy prior to yesterday in helping my brother and mom pack for their trip to chicago. now just me and my grandma left in the brand new ~3000 sq. ft. house in southeast vancouver. and now i have ownership to my brother's acura 1.6el. anyways, met up with couple of my highschool classmates lastnight and to my amazement, one of my buddies had became a Christian and even gotten baptized! now i see another reason why God brought me back to vancouver, to tell my other highschool friends the Biblical truth and help them to "see". it's no easy task, but i know i am definitely up to the challenge.

one question had been troubling me for several weeks already. how can i be certain if this girl is the ONE that He has provided for me. will God give me any sign? how would He tell me what i should do? should i tell this girl about it and pray together with her? i often fear that while i am patiently waiting for God's sign, this girl may not wait for me. but whatever it is, i know that God is faithful and will provide the best for me and for her. i guess now i'll just have to continue to pray about it and wait patiently until God shows me the way!
- posted by awylee @ 15:36